6:06PM
p.s.
no i haven't read anyones ljs
THATS ME!!!!
1)today; i scored a 17' monitor for my room theater setup at my mom's house, along with a scanner and a stereo reciver w/remote. now all i need to do is hook up surround sound behind my bed. maybe beneath. and then i'll never leave my bed. (someone was throwing these things away)
2) after christmas, i'm going to see hunter and taylor stamm in texas for 5 days or so. i miss those guys so much-- i've never really found a friend to replace them since they left. even though i'm paying $300 or so out of pocket, still buzzing
3) up to 157 lbs!
4) couple other things that i can't mention.
5) working on a dragon cross/flagpole hold (maybe another 3/4 weeks till i can hold it for a while)
oh yeah, people that talk badly about jim sweet are assholes. he's a really nice guy
katherine charin = insane
melinda frasier- i hope you had a good birthday- (lol i'm sure everyone in the junior class knew it was your birthday ;)
my dad had surgery on his face, he's really down right now- and tomorrow is his birthday. after school we're going out for tepanyaki with my grandma.
any ideas for special things i can do to make him forget about the big slash across his nose?
yesterday, didn't feel so good, and had nothing going on in school-- so i stayed home and slept until 2-30 or so.
saw harry potter again, came home and saw my sister (she's back for a few days)
today was pretty long, for a half day (S.A.P. really helps)
so far, pretty crappy birthday (i'm not going to get to see my mom, oh well); 't least jenny is here, it's good to see her
started out pretty good, my cd to cassete adapter worked and i drove super fast down vale listening to MSI, got pretty pumped up !! got to school in about 12 minutes from penderbrook; and then walked inside,'twas pretty cold.
spanish- katherine charin = a lunatic
assistance - napped
computer science - today we had our examination, had to write a StopAndGoFish class, i got most of it, but my fish didn't pause every other time the step() method got called, it kept on searching for a new direction instead.
weight training - squats (ugh), set new pr for deadlift (395 lbs), & mr leib played some nice techno
lunch - mmmm oats
history - i slept from 1:20 or so till school got out!!! woohoo
oh yeah, got grades back, also,
b in english and precalc, the rest a's (3.9 gpa, which is so much better than last year)
after school , walked into a 'small informal meeting' at the black box, and hurt my ass sitting next to kate, saw a bunch of crazy drama kids.
then, kate and i went to a book store and looked through romance novels trying to find a male author, and bought some reeses puffs.
went home, ate some oats + eggs, and went out w/ my mom to her school for an international night- thing-. prrrettty boring.
forced my mom to listen to eminem on the way back for laughs ;-P
jason happ called my cell phone today, drunk. left a funky message-- not as cool as last time though (he was at the filming of a girls gone wild video)
saw capote
got a 68% on my english paper, even though i tried..
had chicken twice today, 2 omelettes, and 4 bowls of oatmeal (3 cups dry measure) :-D
came home at 2 AM; all in all an ok day.
feels good to update again
JUST KIDDING-- i'm not really going to update on the last month and a half.
my sister says i've been a real jerk lately, and she's right-- which is probably the reason i've been avoiding most people, even subconciously. the one thing i'm proud of (about myself) is that i can actually admit and realize when i'm being a complete a-hole.
this could just be the medication though, stupid f-ing drugs.
besides for me just being a complete idiot to everyone i know, i guess a bit of stuff has happened.
i've basically turned into a bit of a health freak [when i say health freak, i just mean that i don't drink soda anymore, or eat junk food- and i exercise more.], thanks to my neighbors (the arturos), and i had my physical last week {mandatory for fall sports}.
blood pressure = 100/40
resting heart rate = 39
body fat = 6%
and i got my best mile time ever!!!! 5:54 (we ran it today)
last week i got a 92 on the pacer - i've never felt so healthy! *beams*
oh and i can hold a planche now!!!!!!! i've been practicing for so long, and i'm finally getting a respectable straddle planche
anyway, i apologize for abandoning all of my friends (i don't think i have many left)--- i really do want to hang out with you guys (whoever you are), especially part of the hexagon of trust (i think-- right coleen?)
has anyone noticed how unpleasant i've been the last month?
or that i haven't touched livejournal in a few weeks, not to mention aim--?
today i had 5-6 bowls of stir fry (THAT I MADE!!!!), and around 5 eggs (total).
that was one tasty day.
tip--
take 1-2 eggs and crack them onto a saucer
dash curry powder (lightly coat the raw eggs)
add some parsley flakes
add a bit o' onion/garlic powder
microwave for 1 - 1 1/2 minutes
mmm
stir fry
broccoli
green pepper
onions
ginger
garlic
honey
soy sauce
vinegar
corn starch
carrots
celery
bok choy/lettuce
16 oz tofu
1) cook ingredients depending on how long it takes for each to get soft, in a wok with a few tablespoons of the oil of your choice
2) start cooking the firmer ingredients, gradually adding the ingredients as you cook (periodically spraying with pam/canola oil)
3) add a bit o' soy sauce and red pepper as you cook
4) add tofu (chopped into cubes), and add liquids
5) let simmer, while stirring
6)glaze w/ honey
enjoy w/ rice!
i really don't have more than one or two real friends left.
i guess it's my own fault.
i'm not writing this as some sob story, i'm just venting.
i don't even know if i care
-added-
i guess i'm just waiting until i get my license, as soon as i get it (and i'm allowed to drive), i'll be happy.
then i can see my friends-- as soon as i figure out who they are.
it'll all be better next year (school year)
i get my license monday, but i won't be able to drive until august/september
i've beeen trying to find someone to go rock climbing tomorrow- i think jason happ will go, not sure though.
anyone?
in other news, i think i failed the last math test, and we had the pacer in gym today
also, positive news!!! (jenny said a reason why i don't see anyone anymore is because i have a negative attitude, i think she's right)
i just ordered a usb bluetooth adapter for my n-gage, a 512 mb mmc card, and a stero headphone adapter.
sweet.
what else,,,, oh i've lost 15 lbs since december O_O
(is that good or bad, i don't even know)
--i'm at my mom's now--
can you believe someone gave me an n-gage?
GAVE
now i have ..
samsung s105
nokia 6800 (unlocked)
nokia n-gage (unlocked) w/ tomb raider
i'll read peoples' entries later
guys, my cell phone doesn't work at my house or madison---- so i barely ever get messages anymore.
my antenna broke.
i'm going to make another post with a lot of pictures later
:D
o.m. states competition today at madison (weird coincidence, no?).
our skit happens at 10:45 in the small gym.
if you want to see it, you'd probably have to get there by ten-- there are like 96 schools there.
sorry for not responding to comments, i've been really busy lately
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
001. John
002. Johnnie Poo/Pie
003. Studmaster flex (all you coleen. all you)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
001. phatassgolfer
002. smurfsky101
003. pedro780
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
001. abs
002. white arm hair
003. muscular thumbs
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
001. cuts everywhere
002. skin
003. how my left upper arm is freakishly small compared to my right
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
001. french
002. minorcan
003. norweigan
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
001. not getting into college
002. turning into my parents
003. losing people's trust
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
001. music
002. exercise of some sort
003. food
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
001. jeans
002. infamous red belt
003. boxer-briefs!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS [at the moment]:
001. nappy roots
002. ludacris
003. the advantage
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS [at the moment]:
001. feel good inc. - gorillaz
002. saftey dance - men without hats
003. spitting games - snow patrol
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
001. no
002. thank
003. you
TWO TRUTHS & A LIE [in no particular order]:
001. depending on what you consider sex, i haven't had it
002. i can do the iron cross
003. i have extremely low self esteem and a speech impediment
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
001. accent/certain way of pronouncing words
002. face
003. face
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
001. tricky stuff (gymnastics-ish, juggling, unicylcing, pen spinning, etc)
002. basketball
003. golfing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
001. go running/biking
002. go driving
003. leave
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
001. pga golfer! yeah right
002. computer-related
003. pyschology (thats what i really want to do)
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
001. puerto rico (i'm going there this summer!)
002. hawaii
003. new zealand
THREE KID'S NAMES:
001. thomas
002. jake
003. emily
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
001.
002.
003.
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
001. i play computer games
002. i have no fashion sense
003. i listen to rap
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
001. i have a lj
002. i hit on my (male) friends
003. i take a long time to get up in the morning
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
001. i don't really know many
002. b spears?
003.
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ:
001. if you read this, go ahead
002.
003.
chandan is moving into penderbook soon ( a few blocks away from my mom's house) SOON!
and kate from my chemistry class is moving into twin mill (my dad's house) ,....now
:D
P.S. i've listened to and watched the gorillaz feel good inc. video .. at least 12 times today
City's breaking down on a camel’s back.
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it’s appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephermal style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no..
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?
Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up-a like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate
hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
this motown,
with yo sound
you're in the place
you gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
you kill the INC.
so dont stop, get it, get it
until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady,
watch me navigate,
ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady, watch me navigate
today i went golfing, walked to micro center, and had an O.M. meeting. cool.
--actual real life conversation today--
jenny - "so..... john. how's the love life?"
me - "what love life?"
jenny - "good, that's what i thought"
--
but she didnt say it in a mean way or anything
(random!)
i woke up at 4-22~ i think i went to bed too early
( Read more... )
speaking of dancing, i'm dancing in jim sweet's video for latin- if anyone's in his class WATCH OUT. it's xx_hardcore_xx
my original cell phone (s105) is broken
i'm out of $$$
OM is sucking up all my time
7/26 on a chemistry quiz
basically a straight 3.1 GPA right now
no license
next tuesday i have to decide between either
letting my dad down and going to work
letting my dad down and going to behind the wheel
going to this (important?) appointment
and what's more, i turned in a shoddy playbill
my sister is driving me nuts consistently, for the first time that i can remember
i'm really busy these days, i'm not really going to have time to do any lj-ing
i mean, i could do it during assistance, but that time is reserved for hw.
i could update during computer science, but i definitely need that period for playin EXILE III RUINED WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my favorite game
i first played it 6-7 years ago, got really obsessed with it for a few years, then i played avernum for a bit, and the love died.
i've rediscovered it! most of my characters are around level 10, although Frrr is a little weak, i need to focus him more on archery instead of including thrown missiles. almost done w/ the slith- the last horde in NE exile is giving me trouble. stupid slith magi.
i have a whole to lot to update about, ironically. the less time i have to update, the more reason i have to update.
oh and it probably sounds hypocritical of me to write a long entry after saying i can't write anything. but i got carried away. back to math! and chemistry.
my life can be summed up in this sentence.
don't wake me up when i'm napping.
i can't believe how long it took for the pope to die~ people (including myself) expected him to pass away years ago. oh well
today was awesome for me foodwise. basically everything i wanted at that instant i had available --- w00t food bars.. here goes
7 -30 AM (got up early for O.M.) : oatmeal
- : something else breakfasty, i forget
8-30 AM : orange
10-15 AM : chewy nutri grain bar
11-45 AM : another bar
: pepsi
: sub-sandwich
1:00 PM : coffee
4:15 PM (after the performace/our skit) : baja steak chalupa
: spicy chicken burrito
: spicy chicken taco
: mountain dew baja blast
: a whole s-load of t-bell sauce packets
8:15 PM :triscuits
:chicken
:yogurt
rocking. the odyssey went really well, we're going to states!
i have a lot of stuff to update about. could write maybe 12 pages (WITH SXGA+ RESOLUTION!!!_!__!@##!@#$#@++#@$@#_#$)
but instead i'm going to go jump in my mom's hot tub/extremely large bath thing. it's going to be awesome
i'm so freaked out, everyone is plotting-- i'm sure of it.
by the way, i'm making this journal friends only soon (tomorrow) so if anyone objects well, get a livejournal account :)
let's seee
i went to bed last night at 9-00 or so, and woke up at 11-30 (i thought it was 6 am)
walked downstairs, looked for a motrin, then threw up a few times
tried to go to sleep
woke up- and it was 8-00
stayed home from school, studied alot, felt better, went outside for a walk, then wrote this entry with a lot of commas
i love spring, it pwns winter
if anyone has any tips on how to do the history asssignment blakeley gave us, i would greatly appreciate it
feel don't i good
i'm going to bed
crappy day today, i felt really sick, and i didn't even feel like talking to people, along with being self concious about the slashes across my cheek (hehe), and now with my rampant use of commas.
at least we had had a substitute in history. *rapture*
i'm really f-ed up right now, i have a few gashes across my right cheek, and a burn mark on my hand
(two seperate incidences)
my cheek looks gnarly-
i don't know if i want to post a picture of it, it's pretty gross
( obligatory quiz. probably the longest one i've ever seen. ever. if you read it, wow-- )
exhaustedi don't know if any of you have the same problem, but i don't belong to any particular group of friends, it's really maddening.
Some people can say "hey it's a friday night I know what I'M doing, hanging out with my friends, because we all have similar interests and flock together"
you know, a group of friends that are all friends mutually. (redundant?)
i have a smattering of friends from all sorts of groups, which makes it really hard to do stuff, especially when they have better things to do with their own group of friends- that's already defined.
so at this point, i'm basically screwed because everyone is already set up in their niche of buddies, and do stuff together. it's not like i can wheedle my way into one of them, and even if i could-- i would have to abandon my other friends outside of that group. so that makes it so i have to stick with one on one activities, which is fun, but it'd be nice to experience some social gathering outside of madison.
let's say i'm friends with a kid named bubba. If i don't know bubba's other friends, who happen to all know each other and get along well, i can't hang out with bubba outside of school because bubba's schedule is full, when he's not doing homework he's doing stuff with his own group of friends, and he doesn't have time to hang out with a person one on one if that person isn't part of his group.
i decided to make an entry devoted to what i eat on a normal day. no reason, i just think it's fun(ny?) :)
breakfast
3 bowls of cereal (clusters of honey crucnh-- something like that)
banana
some juice
snack
granola bar, shared with zwicker and albert
lunch
spaghetti
milk
stupid diced salad thing the school has
sugar cookie
snacks
combination instant coffee/milk/chai latte mix (i got it because coleen told me it's good)
peanuts
carrots
gatorade
frozen whipped cream
dinner
spaghetti
2 slices of bread
cheese (on the spaghetti)
dessert
3-4 bowls of golden crisp cereal
today-- i spent all of 1st period (alg) and 5th (chemistry) writing a sweet program on my calculator that has the entire periodic table, element type, diatomic info, the few trans. metal fixed charges, and i plan on adding more *NERD NERD NERD NERD NERD NERD*
it's 3000 bytes. which is a lot for a BASIC program
( pictures )
I'm really upset about this morning
today - gym we ran the pacer i got 77- which is ok
english- mrs glassman made another comment inquiring as to whether i feel ok, or if i'm angry - something like that. she's asked me ... five times if i was feeling well/etc within the 4 weeks or so. it's really strange
history - the test was relatively easy
i'm going to bed- goodnight
( saturday OOO OOOO iggy iggy )
( sunday )
that's pretty much it. if you read it all, i'm very impressed
anyhoo, here are some pictures ( i was really bored, and i like doing sequences!)
( CROTCH GRAB!!!!!!! )
( only recently can i touch my fists to the floor~ (i'm really proud of this :) ) )
( me doing a back ... bend? later i'll try to do a walkover )
( front handspring action )
( kip up )
( handstand push up from a headstand, so hard )
soon to come, back handspring, aerial, and back tuck. (oh and front tuck off of a ledge)
(landed of course-from now on only photos of landed moves) unless you like watching me fall that is
( survey i stole from emma (added) )
i didn't even get a chance to boogy down, i had to leave at 9. (my grandma's birthday is today, and i had to get back to celebrate with her)
i was in a strange mood today, i hope no one noticed. :P (not bad, not good, just different)
i post pictures because i think that it's more fun to look at pictures of an event than to hear a boring commentary on it. :P
( international night )
in other news, mrs glassman used my essay as an example .... essay. :?
i got a 97, so i'm happy. i just don't understand how she read my handwriting.
auden is a crappy poet
( pictures page 2 )
disappointedi had a GREAT day today.
P.E. was, as expected awesome - lots of wall running, and flexed arm hanging, and pull upping.
i got ... a minute something, but i wasn't sure what so i just told mr lee 55 seconds ( i didnt want to make up a wrong #)
I used to be good at that... oh well.
we (alec, will, etc) played around on a cardboard roll (sorta like a rola-bola), it was really fun.
alec and i had a pull up competetion, he won, i quit at 20, he sorta pulled a half assed one up (21 and a half?)
it made my day.
even though history blew-
but thank you nathan, for calling mr blakeleys son/daughter (i forget which gender that thing is) a monster~!
hahahhahaaa
i stayed after to work on the poster, even though i didn't do much.
you know the cliched pose where people sit around in a circle with their heads together and their legs out like a pinwheel?
well we (same people) did that in gym, and at the indian club. so cool. just sitting back and looking at the stars.....
then we were shooed out at 3-30, and i walked to 7-11 to get coffee.
i walked back to school, sat with alec and weed, while alec played zelda
then jim suite walked up (dude! let's go to the weight room)- so i did, for the hell of it.
see, jim is really obsessed with getting buff (pronounced boof), and he works out almost every day, and jogs a lot. i'm pretty impressed, actually. so i tried to walk across the weight room on my hands, almost made it across, and jim and i took turns throwing a medicine ball (?) at each other while doing these weird curl ups. *shrugs* then jim said "punch me!" so i did. amazing. then me - "Punch mE!!!!" he did, and he said it was like punching cardboard. lmao, that's better than punching marshmallow or something, but what a funny way to describe it. lol
ok, pictured below is a blurry ziggy after our shower, me and her, noodles boiling for dinner, and my sister's 'boca' burger. (fake meat)
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